KEYS
TO THE KINGDOM
Commentary on Chapter 67:
Surat al-Mulk
from
"Living Islam – East & West"
By:
Shaykh
Fadhlalla Haeri
Part I
As
we all know, each ayah of the Qur`an had a specific reason
for which it came during the Prophet's life-time. If the ayats
do not have reasons and meanings which are valid for the time in
which we live, then we may as well consider the ayats
useless. If, for instance, we say Surah Abu Lahab which is
about Abu Lahab, a contemporary of the Prophet, does that mean that
there have not been others like Abu Lahab since the Prophet?
Along
with history of the revelation of the ayats, there is another
matter which is very important, and that is the knowledge of those ayats
which were abrogated and those which abrogate. But these two aspects
of the Qur`anic science is best left to the scholars. With the short
time at our disposal it is best to dive into the Qur`an in such a
fashion that it is immediately usable as a practical manual even
without much knowledge of Arabic.
In
order to display what I mean, Surat al-Mulk has been chosen.
Allah says in the first ayat:
Blessed
is He in Whose hand is the Kingdom, and He has power over all
things. (67:1)
In
other words, 'Exalted be He in whose hands is all sovereignty.' Mulk,
meaning kingdom, is anything that is owned, anything that can be
discerned. It may designate something physical or it may represent a
concept such as sovereignty. Mulk is from the verb malaka
which means 'to have power, to control, to possess'. So, whatever
you possess, for instance your life, is mulk. Along with the
thing possessed is implied its value. Generally speaking, mulk
implies a piece of land or a house because this is the most obvious
possession.
The
Qur`an says tabaraka, Mubarak, a derivative of tabaraka,
is that which is blessed. Recognizing His blessedness and His mercy
and that the entire Creation is in His hands means that I recognize
my nothingness. The phrase 'the hands of Allah' implies action,
manifestation, and visibility. As you know we have two hands
and, in our traditions the right is for enjoying what is correct
while the left is for forbidding the wrong. In conformity with that,
we encourage our children to eat with their right hands.
Our
life and every life is His. The Qur`an tells us the most important
trade is the selling of ourselves to God Alone. If we give ourselves
up to Him, then whatever problem that remains is God's. Having truly
surrendered ourselves, we recognize that all is in God's hand. The
reality of the situation is that we are in -time while He is not.
Time is encapsulated by Him. Through this limitation we have to
discover the Unlimited. This means that we must leave the
possibility open for anything to happen. What we call a miracle is
actually an event about which we are completely ignorant. It is
unseen to us but, as far as God is concerned, the unseen and the
seen are connected. For us, because we are caught within time, the
seen and the unseen are separated.
He
is the Knower of the Unseen and the Knower of witnessing. (6:73)
We
recognize that He is All-Powerful over all things, but sometimes
this leads us to rationalize that Allah will change whatever we wish
to be changed without any effort on our part.
Every
event is according to perfect laws. If it were not so, there would
be chaos and no mercy. If every one of us were born with a defect
causing our hearts to stop for twenty seconds, can you imagine what
chaos we would experience? We want to know if our health is going to
last and we are concerned about the immediate future because we hope
to unify our intentions with our actions. We want tawhid
(unification). We love the One and only One, the One on whom all
depend, but we do not know Muhammad, the Prophet of God. Many people
say "There is no god but God," and accept this ayah.
But this is not enough. If they do not move from "There is
no god but God" to "Muhammad is the Prophet of
God," and find the keys to the Muhammadi way, it is not
good enough. Having accepted that Allah is All-Powerful over all
things, it is our duty to unify our destiny with His will. If that
unification occurs, then we are safe in the house of Faith.
God's
will manifests itself in the consensus of opinion. If all of us here
were to want goodness, goodness would prevail. But if the majority
of us wanted something rotten and hypocritical, and only one person
wanted goodness, what would prevail? It is obvious that the one
desiring good would be overpowered. He would be a believer amongst
disbelievers or hypocrites. Then it would be his duty to try to
change the situation, failing which, he should do the next best
thing, which is to leave. Even a prophet of Allah would be
distressed by an environment of unbelief. The Prophet Moses was not
spared the afflictions of the plague of blood. Similarly, during the
Battle of Uhud, the blessed Prophet Muhammad was not protected from
the laws of gravity which guided the arrow to his teeth. These
events occurred within Allah's laws. While the Prophet's inward self
recognized the Perfection of Allah, and therefore was content with
the loss that the Muslims suffered, his outward self wanted to
continue fighting in order to save them. Yet the two aspects of his
being were totally united. Inwardly, he was content with the decree
of God; outwardly, he was a slave of God. "God is All-Powerful
over all things." We see the signs of this truth everywhere,
although we are remote from this glorious reality. The Muhammadi way
is to do our best at each instant according to our capacities and to
move on. The rest is God's business.
Who
created death and life that he may try you which of you is
best in deeds; and He is the Mighty, the Forgiving. (67:2)
The
Surah began with "Glory be to the One Who has it
all," that is, He has all of the Kingdom, the mulk. Now
Allah points out a subtlety concerning the manifestation of His
Glory in the Creation. Look at the Qur'an. We have to question it in
order to fully comprehend what it is offering. We have to ask why He
put mawt (death) before hayat (life) in His statement:
"Who created death and life."
One
of the many ways of approaching an answer to this question is to
begin with the premise that the Creation has a purpose. If you were
trying to design something you would first form a model or an idea
of it in its completion. You would then move towards meeting your
goal within a specific time. Concerning our own end, it is death,
and it is towards that that we are all working.
In
a sense, we are programmed to fear death. While the believer has it
always in front of him, the unbeliever seeks to keep it behind him
so that he may deny it. When God says: "He created death,"
He means to indicate that our lives begin at what is ultimately
going to happen to us, which is death. It means that we are as good
as our state when we leave this world. God promises that this is
what will ultimately count.
One
of the meanings of bala (to try) is 'to make something old'.
It means 'to test'. We see, therefore, that the aging process is a
series of tests to prepare us for the ultimate end. Afflictions are
not against us, but rather for us. Allah tests us so that we may
acquire discrimination which will give us the appreciation and
knowledge that will cause us to grow worthy of our origin which is
the Command of Allah. Allah says:
And
they ask you about the soul. Say: the soul is one of the
commands of my Lord, and you are not given aught of knowledge
but a little. (17:85)
With
sound discrimination we would be worthy of being called Bani Adam
(the sons of Adam). We would know what is right and what is not,
recognizing what is lasting and what is not. Once we have put our
priorities in order, we will become men of wisdom and intellect ('aql).
The head gear of the Arabs is called the 'aqal a word related
to 'aql. Before the Cadillacs overcame the camels in the Arab
world it had another function. It was tied around the legs of the
camel to make him sit. 'Aqala means to 'become tranquil,
still'. In Arabic you say 'iql! (Be quiet! Sit down!) By
implication we see that the faculty of tethering originates within
us. If agitation ceases, consciousness arises. 'Aql is
generally translated as 'mind' or 'thought'. Allah says in a Hadith
Qudsi: "One of the first things I created was 'Aql."
"Which
of you is best in deeds?" How do we discriminate between
actions except by what gives rise to consciousness through the `aql?
The worth of an action is according to the purity of its intention.
If the intention behind our action were service to God Alone, then
we would permit the outcome of the action to fall completely into
God's hands. Although our judgment may have been wrong in the
application of the action, still, God will take care of our
intention. If our intention was correct, He will save us. He will
determine:
Which
of you is best in deeds; and He is the Mighty, the Forgiving.
(67:2)
'Aziz
(Mighty) is one of the names of God and means 'Precious'. Often,
when God's attributes are mentioned at the end of an ayah,
they reveal its meaning. 'Aziz here refers to the Creator of
death and life which are most precious to us.
Ghafur
is the forgiver of our actions. Ghafara in Arabic means 'to
protect, to cover'. Ghafara and kafara mean almost the
same thing in on outer sense. Kafara is 'to cover, wrap with
something'. A kafir is someone who 'denies, covers up, denies
the mercy of God'. Ghafara means to cover faults. We ask
Allah for ghufran, His covering of our faults.
Who
created the seven heavens one above another; you see no
incongruity in the creation of the Beneficent God; then look
again, can you see any fault? (67:3)
In
the first ayah we were informed that the entire Creation is
Allah's territory, the mulk. In the second ayah we are
given a short description of the Creator. A Hadith Qudsi
says: "I was a hidden treasure and I wanted to be known so I
created." The dispersion or separateness apparent in the
creation is only to spur us on to recognizing His Oneness. The
secret of the Oneness is hidden within what appears to be
separateness. Allah says: "I am closer to you than your
jugular vein." Wherever you look is the face of God
Wherever you look there is Oneness. The Qur`an says:
O
man! Surely you must strive (to attain) to your Lord, a hard
striving until you meet Him. (84:6)
Where
do you go to attain the vision of oneness but "(the One) Who
created the seven heavens... ."
This
ayah of Surat al-Mulk is a more detailed description
of the expansiveness of the Creator's manifestation and can be
viewed in many ways. According to Islamic science, there are outward
seven heavens and seven inward heavens. The present day science of
physics describes the atom as containing electrons which occupy
seven energy levels. Linguistically, the Arabic language implies by
the word 'seven', 'many'.
Tabaq
means 'layer upon layer'. The implication is that there are layers
one on top of the other, all intimately connected. In one sense this
may be interpreted to mean a hierarchy of levels beginning at the
grossly physical extending to the less physical and subtle. For
example, the air which surrounds our planet is found to be most
dense at the surface and most subtle as we leave the gravitational
pull of the earth.
Within
this ayah we are given an aspect of the Mercy of Allah. "You
do not see in the creation of the Merciful (Rahman) any
deviation, any imperfection." Tafawut means
"incongruity' or 'deviation', and comes from the verb fata
which means 'to escape'. You will never see such a state of affairs
in the creation. It is perfect from whichever direction you look at
it. If you ever suspect that there may be some incongruity in the
events that have taken place within your life, look back at what
happened, you will find it was perfect even though you may not
have had success. In whatever happened there was mercy in it for
you.
Know
that whatever was taken away from you can be replaced by something
as good or better. From the child in the womb is taken away the
wonderful protectiveness and security. The security is robbed from
him in order that he may grow to witness this world in its
magnificence and perfection. Contemplation on Allah is not possible
without giving up something. You have to give up something to obtain
something else. It is mathematical, a perfect balance.
Futur
is 'a fissure', 'a crack', and comes from fatara which means
'to crack, or to split'. Would we ever expect to find a crack or
discontinuity within this creation? If we do see any discontinuities
in the creation, it is because we are discontinuous and cracked
within ourselves. Then we are discontinuous on our path of knowledge
of God.
One
of the many courtesies we practice in our approach to the Qur`an is
the reciting of the phrase "I seek protection with God Alone
from the accursed Shaytan." The development of our
discrimination begins by our recognition of what is not correct. We
know, in our existential life, what is not right before we know what
is right.
Shatana
the root of Shaytan in Arabic means 'to be far'. We do not wish to
be near what will cause us to be far from Allah. If it were not for
our appreciation of being distant, we would not appreciate being
near. If it were not for the fact that we have suffered from
falsehood, we would not be able to approach the truth. Excluding
what is not, as expressed by "la ilaha", is the
right form of courtesy. In this way discrimination and 'aql
(reasoning) grows, the faculty of higher consciousness is fed.
Another
courtesy shown towards the Qur`an is keeping oneself in ritual
purity (i.e. in wudu`). If the beginning is right then the
end will be right; if the beginning is wrong then the end will be
wrong. We must ask ourselves 'Is our ablution real? Have we washed
off all bad actions? Given up everything that the left hand does and
made sure that the right hand will do what it is supposed to do?
Have we wiped out all the senses?' Shaykh al-Alawi, who is one of
our great masters, explains quite a number of the inner meanings of wudu`.
There are many traditions indicating the inner meanings of our outer
actions.
If
we do not unify the inner and the outer, we shall miss the sweetest,
deepest nectar. According to many great men of knowledge and
reality, the ayah "In the Name of Allah, the
Beneficent, the Merciful" belongs to every surah
except one. "In the Name of Allah, the Beneficent, the
Merciful" should never be neglected because it is the most
important, the most blessed, the most perfect, the most loved ayah.
Each "Bismillahi Rahmani Rahim" is specific to
its surah. There are many men of `ilm (knowledge)
who say that if, while performing the prayer, one recites "Bismillahi
Rahmani Rahim" without already having chosen the surah
one is about to read, the prayer is not correct. "Bismillahi
Rahmani Rahim", as the first ayah of Surat al-Mulk,
means that barakah (blessedness) is in the hand of the One
and Only Controller. It means here that it is the decree of Allah
that "Blessed is He in Whose hand is the kingdom".
An
Arabic word is usually formed of a three-consonant cluster. That
cluster will form many adjectives, verbs and nouns which sound
similar yet have specific meanings. For example, wafa. When
an Arab hears the word, he immediately associates it with the
concept which in English would mean 'loyalty, honesty' etc. But when
wafat is heard, the concept of 'death' comes to his mind. The
many other words related to wafa when conceived together act
as a kaleidoscope which creates new higher-order meanings, serving
to enhance the specific word and its meaning.
When
we translate the Qur`an, we must give each word a specific meaning
according to the situation. At first the heart should remain open to
the reality of the field of tawhid, the unified field,
picking up all of the vibrations of the words closely related to it.
At last, seeing the panorama of interrelated meanings, it should
anchor itself on one specific meaning, already established within
our traditions.
We
cannot do ta'wil (interpretation) in our own way. It is
inspired and the activity of the Inspired Self is very dangerous. Nafs
al-ammarah (the Commanding Self), which is considered a lower
form of self, is in fact easier to overcome. The Inspired Self is
the heart of an artist. It is attractive because it projects the
impression of having freedom, but it is dangerous and may lead to
disaster. The Commanding Self and the Self-Accusing Self are
terrible but they are easy to identify. Typically, they would say,
'I will not budge'. If they are not appealed to intellectually,
spiritually, mentally, they will not give in. Whereas the Inspired
Self says, 'Never mind, why not, we are open minded, etc.' It is the
worst type of self, especially where teaching is concerned. It is an
arrogant, egotistical self, possessing no discipline. The man who is
under the sway of the Inspired Self, when he takes to the path, has
no discipline and is like jelly. For this reason we cannot do our
own interpretation, following our own inspirations. We let our
hearts wander but in the end we must anchor ourselves. The Qur`an
addresses the human being as follows:
O
soul that art at rest! (89:27)
The
Qur`an does not address the Inspired Self.
Ism
(name) in the ayah "Bismillahi Rahmani Rahim" leads
the mind of a person, who is familiar with Arabic, in the direction
of another word, sama, which means 'higher'. Ism
specifically means 'that which points towards a direction, a name, a
label'. The label of a thing is not the thing. Everything in this
existence points towards its Creator and, therefore, how many names
has Allah? Where is it that Allah's name is not, because where is it
that Allah is not? When we say, "In the Name of Allah, the
Beneficent, the Merciful", we mean, 'By the permission, by the
direction, by the pointer which can be recognized through His
beneficence and mercy.'
Allah
is Ism al-Jalal (the Majestic Name). He is pure and cannot be
described because no sooner does the consciousness becomes conscious
of something than the thing conceived becomes impure. No sooner do
we think of an attribute but that attribute will be colored by time
and place. When we say, "In the Name of Allah" it must
point necessarily in a particular direction.
In
the Name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful. Say: He, Allah
is One. (112:1)
"Bismillahi
Rahmani Rahim" at the beginning of Surat al-Ikhlas
means 'By the power of life and discrimination that is in us to say
the truth' which is "Allahu Ahad (Allah is One)."
Every declaration of 'In the Name of Allah' has its own specific
meaning: it is part of a surah and cannot be separated from
it. It is the decree of Allah that this is the way it is, whether we
like it or not.
Blessed
is He in Whose Hand is the kingdom. (67:1)
When
"Bismillah" is used at the beginning of Surat
al-Mulk it means, 'The name of Allah is stamped on all of His
creation, on all of his mulk (kingdom).'
As
a summary of the three ayats of Surat al-Mulk we have
covered, we can say that the first ayah is an acknowledgement
of the Mercy of Allah and that He is in control. "He has
power over all things." Then the creation is informed that
it is He "Who created death and life." Death is the
set target from life's inception. We have come into this world in
order to find its opposite. All knowledge of existence, as we know,
hinges on the recognition of opposites. We cannot recognize
wakefulness unless we sleep, knowledge unless we are ignorant, right
unless we have understood the meaning of wrong within us. We cannot
recognize the value of good health unless we have suffered from ill
health. The access to one attribute is through its opposite. It is
well known that everything which goes beyond its boundary becomes
its opposite. If we are completely divested for Allah's sake, we
will become ultimately rich by Allah. If we want something we have
to go to its opposite. If we want to rule, we have to be willing to
be ruled over. But first we have to know how to rule ourselves.
Ultimately, we should have no wish or desire for ourselves,
otherwise, we would not be qualified to rule. The Prophet appointed
Usamah, the youngest of his companions to command the Muslim army
and take control of a country. There were other companions who were
much older, wiser and much more knowledgeable. One of them came to
the Prophet to say that he was better qualified than the young
Usamah. But the Prophet said: "You may well be better
qualified; you both have many similar qualities, but he has one
which you do not. He does not want to rule and you do."
If
a person wishes to be a successful ruler, one of the necessary
qualifications is its opposite, not wanting to rule, that is, not
wanting to rule for ourselves but for God alone. We will rule to
bring joy, to open other people's hearts. By taking advantage of the
opportunity in this life to attain tranquility of the heart,
stability of the system, a moment of emptiness, we will move inward
toward the discovery of the inner cosmos. Allah says:
So
when you are free still toil. (97:7)
In
other words, we should remain steadfast and expand our hearts.
Imam
`Ali has said the following:
"Your
remedy is within you but you don't know it.
Your illness is self-inflicted but you do not see it.
And you are the evident book. By its signs appears what is
hidden.
And you imagine yourself a tiny planet or a tiny entity and in
you is folded up the entire cosmos."
What
the Imam is saying becomes romantic pseudo-Sufism if we are not
careful. We must start correctly, properly, and with the right
courtesy. We cannot jump ahead to gain inner delights without first
attending to outer responsibilities. Everything has its turn. The
Prophet said: "The path, in its entirety, is courtesy."
Our courtesy towards the Qur`an, towards these ayat, is to
take what comes out of them clearly and with cause and then to pray
for greater, deeper clarity which will manifest the connection
between the outer and the inner.
God's
Creation, whose purpose is for man to come to know Him, is based
upon various layers, manifestations or stages which have no
separation between them. Each stage is part of a continuum. There is
nothing in it that we can improve upon because it is based on a
perfect oneness existing in non-timeness. God says:
Wonderful
Originator of the heavens and earth, and when He decrees an
affair, He only says to it, Be, so there it is. (2:117)
The
creation of the world is not a clumsy act put together by in-time
beings such as men, rather it is a perfection created by Allah who
exists in non-time.
The
next ayah of Surat al-Mulk is a challenge to Allah's
creatures.
Then
turn back the eye again and again; your look shall come back to
you confused and fatigued. (67:4)
There
are many different interpretations of this ayah. If we spend
time on it, we will discover them for ourselves. Some of them we may
be able to reveal to others, some of them we may not be licensed to.
We are not certain of our inspirations. How do you know if they are
absolute in truth? Occasionally we receive openings, but it is
discourteous to inflict them upon others.
Very
recently, a man of great knowledge warned me that because he had had
a certain vision, such and such a situation might arise. Desiring to
maintain personal tranquility, safety and health, all prerequisites
for witnessing the cosmic balance, I heeded his warning. But in
doing so, I found myself lacking in courtesy. I was admitting that
there was nothing that I could do and therefore I was being
negative. Besides, it was possible that his vision was not true and
was the result of bad indigestion. We do not know. Imam `Ali said: "Enough
of that knowledge (inspirational knowledge) does not exist and the
little of it that you receive will be of no use to you."
I
have yet to find a master who is absolutely certain of his visions.
Still, if I see something about someone and I can do something to
help him or her, then it is my duty to do so. Suppose I have a dream
that a person is walking and then falls into a well. It would be my
duty to come to him quietly and walk beside him to assure him, when
we get to that well, that I am there with him to guide him to the
other side. I may find that there was no well at all. It was only my
own imagination.
So
you can see, we cannot do our own interpretation of the Qur`an
guided by inspiration. We must be careful and courteous. The most we
can say about each of the openings that we do have concerning the
Qur`an is that it is one opinion. If linguistically and
traditionally there is nothing wrong with our interpretation
nobody has objected to it and it fits into what the rest of the
Qur`an says, then you may conclude that you have come upon one way
of looking at the meaning of the Qur`an. Many of the interpreters of
the Qur`an pay attention to the outer surface only. Explaining the
Qur`an
at a superficial level is safe, but we want more than a superficial
understanding. We are greedy for knowledge. We must ask Allah to
give us the right qualifications because we have to tread gently and
be willing to withdraw our foot at any time. It is Allah's business,
Allah's knowledge, Allah's model. We have to treat it with the
greatest deference.
'Return
the sight twice' is a challenge. We have looked at the
existence and contemplated. If we are Believers, it is not possible
for us to look back for another moment without concluding that the
creation is in a perfect balance. The events of creation may not be
perfect for our pocketbooks or our relationships with our sons but
that is because we have had an objective not in line with the
overall destiny of creation. We may have been in a state of
ignorance (jahal) or we may have been clumsy. When we decided
to build a high-rise building, we may not have known that half a
dozen other companies were doing exactly the same thing. Even though
we are very pious and our actions were dedicated to God alone, we
may still find, after finishing the building, that we have many
debts, an empty building, and the bank manager chasing us. Can we
blame God? If our actions were pure and simple fi-sabilillah
(completely in the way of God Alone), then why should we care? It is
God's business. Often, of course, this is not the case; we did not
act purely for God Alone. This matter is very subtle because we are
usually not aware of our own inner motives.
When
we 'turn back the eye again and again'
we have the chance of not projecting ourselves, thereby having a
better opportunity of seeing the perfection of creation and its
cause and effect.
Looking
back, the believer finds the perfect hand behind all events and so
is able to take immediate cybernetic remedial action to get back
into synchronization. It is to God's laws that we are connected and
subjected. Within a small arena we have the ability to act freely.
If the two are not enmeshed in total harmony along the conveyor belt
called time, then sparks fly and then, of course, we blame our loss
on someone else.
"...Your
look shall come back to you confused... ." If we see
imperfection, it is because our vision is imperfect. The disorder
that we see is our own. Looking back again and again gives us the
possibility of rectifying our interpretation. This is why the hadith
says, "The believer will not be bitten from the same hole
twice." Committing the same mistake twice, as all of us do,
indicates that our faith is faulty. Faith has degrees. Where does it
end? Wherever there is a fault in our faith, we will tend to fall
into it repeatedly because the believer trusts that all is well. But
on the other hand, if he trusts that all is well, and his trust is
well placed, all will be well. For the believer there is no way out,
he is caught. Without complaint, he does whatever is necessary with
unified sight, intention and action. The believer is not negative
nor does he complain. He is not passive towards his environment like
the television viewer.
Then
turn back the eye again and again; your look shall come back to
you confused and fatigued. (67:4)
The
meaning of this ayah is that the being who tries to see a
fault in the creation will not be able to, rather he will become
exhausted, without success. Still our common experience leads us to
believe that if we want to find fault with the Creation, we will. If
we want to find fault with a people, no matter who they are, we will
find it because perfection belongs only to Allah. Likewise, if we
want to find goodness in a person, we will find it. If we are
looking for people of sound heart, we will find people who are
kind-hearted. Even in the worst criminal, there is some goodness.
Someone who has killed five hundred people may occasionally show
kindness towards a cat.
God
says:
O
man! Surely you must strive (to attain) to your Lord, a hard
striving until you meet Him. (84:6)
We
will toil in this life. But often, because we are not on a path, our
toil is merely chasing our own tail in circles. Our efforts may not
be on the sirat al-mustaqim, the straight path, the path of
righteousness. The definition of a straight line is that which is
the shortest distance between two points. We imagine there are two
points, God and ourselves. The man of real insight will change his
view of the two points so that they are lined up on a straight line
towards the Ka'bah. He will no longer see two points but one. In
that way he will see nothing other than the One. When we change our
attitude we will see the One, and we will be reborn. Then we shall
be like toddlers when they begin to become aware of their ignorance;
the more we see, the more we know we have not seen. Then all we
shall say is:
There
is no god but God, and Muhammad is the Messenger of Allah.
and
pray that God will give us a situation in which we can share and
care and be responsible. The difference between kufr (the
denial of truth) and Islam is that in the kafir system the
unbeliever asks, 'What is my right, what is my right?' While
in the Islamic system the Muslim asks, 'What is my
responsibility?' The Muslim prays, 'May God increase my
responsibilities so that I may have no time to increase my ego and
arrogance.'